The All-Too Familiar Situation

Gee guys, I just don't know what's goin on. My variance has always been unreal sick, but DAMN. I win 9BI total earlier today, then later i lose 14!?!? Are 23 BI swings in one day normal!!?!? NEXT TIME I PLAY ONLINE POKER, I WILL MAKE SURE TO HAVE MY FRIEND COACH/STAKE ME to control my tilt, swings, and eval my play. I thought I played okay, jus got fairly unlucky. I brick out on everything, and people hit everything. So yea, that SUX! Had $1k left, cashed that out, so I should get $1k cash soon from my friend to put in the bank. Yea, that's nice, but damn I wuz rele lookin forward to playing. I wuz doing so well, playing well, and running pretty well. Yea, I'll jus play poker ONCE IN A WHILE with a stake and coaching ready. When I honestly feel like playing poker and don't get restless, I swear, I win like hell... GG PLAYING ON OWN BANKROLL!!!! :-(