I'M SO SICK OF THIS MOTHERFUCKING BULLSHIT VARIANCE

OK, play a .50/1 session with $2500 this afternoon. Start at 2:30, end at 7. WTF, i START RUNING FUCKING BAD LIKE... RITE WHEN IM ABOUT TO QUIT! I had $2500 (even), and I wuz happy, then I went on an unreal bullshit cooler/bad beat/colddeck downswing. Yea, so 15 mins into my session literally, I lose like $900 rite off the bad (at $1600). I'm SOOO fucking pissed I'm about to quit at this unreal luck, but then I decide to keep pushing, start picki up some hands and runing normal, and grind for the next ~hour back to $2500!!! NOo WAYY, yes I know sick to swing A total of 18 fucking BI in one session. This is unreal; then I'm at about the same amount of $ for a LONG time ($2450 or so), and then start gettin colddecked the last hour. Ran SOOO bad it wuz unbelievalbe. Today, I broke even in PLO and lost $750 in nlhe. I can't believe this unreal bullshit. If I could HONESTLY RUN GOOD, for A FUCKING WEEK, I would make it all the way to $1/2 nl with a good roll. WTF is this shit; I thought 9 tabling wuz supposed to cut down on ur variance? O wait, IT DOES, EVERYONE JUST FLOPS SETS ON ME.

Hands: (*I lost many more hands than what I'm showing, but I will show interesting ones)
One of the hands that GOT ME SO PISSED When I had about $2450; one of the reasons I kept playing to play pots with this shithead. I hope he dies a violent death. I love when he raises and calls a reraise OOP with QTo, then he c/c BOTH streets with gutshot, then Q high flush draw, and he HITS BOTH ON THE FCKIN RIVER. Problem is that once he bet $32 on the river, even with 4flush out there, he wuz SOOO STUPID that I figured I wuz getting the correct odds to call. Yea...http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130068

Yea; I try not to be results oriented, so I know its always better to call this turn. I cannot believe this shit tho. http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130076


Gettin coolered badly deep; I wish I 4bombed the flop since he probably woulda flatcalled, then I coulda put a lot of pressure on him ont he turn. I wuz a little worried he had a set tho; I made SUCH stupid bet becuz this guy wuz SO solid I wuzn't getting called by anything I beat (with that riv). FCKIN SHIT!!!!! Let the heart miss once plz!!! http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130077

Another ridiculous hand from the complete shithead. http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130089

Another fun cooler...http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130093

Another fun cooler...http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130099

I could NEVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE PUT HIM ON 55. He tanked and called; I'm SOO pissed. His riv bet made me think he had AA or KK, maybe QQ, in which case I thought I could bluff him on riv...? though committed? yea... sorta brainfart http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130101

That I wuz valuebetting turn and valueshoving riv... lovely how these guys always hit fuckin monster hands on me when we're deep. Yea, love this shit. http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130105

I did make a dumb spewy riv bluff, losing me $25, but how the fck can this guy even think of calling down 77? Yea, terrible again but I miss postflop nearly every time so I can't win otherwise. http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130109

This guy played his hand so bad by flatcalling preflop OOP, donkpotting the flop tptk, then shoving to a raise where he beat NOTHING but a straight draw?! Yea, BAD. http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130117

I though I played this great by flatcalling to let a draw make a play. However, I coolered a guy with a set, who c/r this flop, and a flush draw that overcalled. I wuz PISSED when the river wuz a diamond cuz I wuz starting to come out of my bad luck early on, then I saw it paired board :)
http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130119

I'm SO pissed I didn't get to stack this donk craphead... he played the strangest and most retarded ever- had GREAT reads on him allowing me to valuebet the living hell out of him. http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130126

Got lucky one hand http://www.pokerhand.org/?1130129

LOL @ his hand and how he called down... wow; SO MANY BAD PLAYERS ON TODAY, BUT SO MANY BAD FUCKIN BEATS! My good hands held twice in big pots (or like 3 times), and somehow got sucked out on in like 10. Yea, WTF.

played 3k(!) hands today, 25/20/3 at -13BB/100 losing $725. Very pissed about today; I ran TERRIBLE, made a great comebakc, wuz up to like $2700 actually at one point, then ran TERRIBLE again. One day I will run well for like a whole week and I will seriously be unstoppable. Peopel hvae started thinking im a bot LMAO. I'm a complete tank and will grind 9tables at once for hours at a time. My luck goes down over time until theres zero, so I'll play shorter sessions as well as making poker not such a ridic grind; I also have schoolwork to do (FUCK how can I focus now!)?