UNREAL Stupid Judgement Yesterday and Decision

So yea, I try to look at the positive things. Neway, I sat at a 5/10 hu with a complete donk yesterday and bought in $200 with a $3300 roll. I won $600 off him quickly, and was at an $800 stack. Then, his a3dd rivered my j6s on the flop of J36 two diamonds and he rivered a diamond. Neway, I tilted, rebought $1k cuz he wuz so stupid, and just lost $ after missing and crap postflop. Got down to $1k, lost shortstacking some $2/$4 nl and soforth, and ended up at $600 (!) Neway, I'm in a 150+13 today and in a $24+2 now... hopefuly I can get a good score here. The good thing is that I will get my $1500 or so of RB in Mid June. This is good because I've decided I won't play cash games unless it's a weekend, and wont play very much in general. I will once in a while play a donkament, and I'll try to stick to those to improve my game, maybe an SNG here or there. To be honest, I don't have the patience for cash game roll management. I HATE grinding to be perfectly honest, and it's just not fun anymore. I used to think tourneys were very boring. However, tho they have TONS more variance, I'm rele motivated to be competing for something rather than just waiting to flop big hands to play big pots. I'll play thes for a while and maybe get a decent score so I can play at least $1/$2nl cash games where the stakes will motivate m.e I stil have $300 after the two tourney entries, so wish me luck. Neway, the good thing about this month: I won ~$1800 or $1900 in rakeback and my roll now and paid off my loans, so this is all profit. I'm like on a freeroll (which is actually the wrong mentality and the reason I took the shot at 5/10 vs the idiot lucksack). I'm a little too upset to post hands, and I will post stats at end of month. Wish me luck in these donkaments!