SO FUCKIN PISSED

OMG unreal how fuckin angry I am rite now- I've been playing this MTT for like.. 4 fucking hours? 6max double stacked $24+2 4k gtd- it's fun tournament b/c of structure though the first is only $1500 for ~300 people. Neway, I fucking misclick in hand 1 and I'm forced to c/c this all in, getting fucking 6:1 and pretty sur ehe didn't hit a pair... shit. Then VERY next hand; I stick it in with the best, get it in as like... fuckin 20:1 favorite on flop? Then of course the retarded turn hit and the miracle luckbox river hit for the overaggro dumbfuck at my table to backdoor a straight on my set. Jesus I would like to run good enough to win one of these motherfuckin donkfests. I ran good for a while; I won all 3 flips that I played int his tourney (it's sad that I consider that running good).
More reason to put me on tilt- pokerhand.org not working so I have to copy and paste first retarded hh:
Dealer: Hand #2382156790
Dealer: XXXX posts the small blind of 2,000
Dealer: ShadowBJ21 posts the big blind of 4,000
Dealer: You have been dealt [Jc 9s]
Dealer: dtown1127 raises to 14,000
Dealer: Carmenluchi folds
Dealer: XXXX calls 12,000
Dealer: ShadowBJ21 folds
Dealer: The flop is [Ks 3s 8c]
Dealer: XXXX checks
Dealer: dtown1127 bets 6,826, and is all in
Dealer: XXXX calls 6,826
Dealer: dtown1127 shows [As 2c]
Dealer: XXXX shows [Jc 9s]
Dealer: The turn is [Ac]
Dealer: The river is [Ah]
Dealer: dtown1127 shows three of a kind, Aces
Dealer: XXXX shows a pair of Aces
Dealer: dtown1127 wins the pot (45,652) with three of a kind,
Aces

*yea, so here's the hand I stick it in as favorite, and flop as a 20:1 favorite, and lose...
Dealer: Hand #2382160477
Dealer: ShadowBJ21 posts the small blind of 2,000
Dealer: dtown1127 posts the big blind of 4,000
Dealer: You have been dealt [6c 6s]
Dealer: Carmenluchi raises to 14,000
Dealer: XXXX raises to 32,656, and is all in
Dealer: ShadowBJ21 folds
Dealer: dtown1127 folds
Dealer: Carmenluchi calls 18,656
Dealer: XXXX shows [6c 6s]
Dealer: Carmenluchi shows [Ac 9d]
Dealer: The flop is [Kc 8h 6h]
Dealer: The turn is [7c]
Dealer: The river is [5h]
Dealer: XXXX shows three of a kind, Sixes
Dealer: Carmenluchi shows a straight, Nine high
Dealer: Carmenluchi wins the pot (71,312) with a straight, Nine
high
Dealer: XXXX stands up